You Try..

You try to resist,
That urge to harm,
You try to fight back,
You cover your arms,
You try to escape,
The thoughts in your head,
You try to hide weapons,
And stay in your bed,
The harder you resist,
The more powerful it becomes,
Pulling you in,
Trying to get you to succumb,
The pressure is building,
Your hands start to shake,
You decide to give in,
The smallest scratch you make,
An instant release,
Urges you to do more,
Your breath becomes steady,
As the blood starts to pour.