Hidden..

My feelings are jumbled,
I don't understand,
My heart is pounding,
I wanna hold his hand

He smells so manly,
And looks so warm,
People don't trust him,
But he means no harm

I want him to see me,
And chat to me too,
I want him to hold me,
And kiss me a few

I am too shy,
It never will happen,
I smile at him,
My stomach starts to flutter

I see him around,
He's holding her hand,
It strikes at my heart,
It tears me apart

I won't say a word,
It'll sound absurd,
Tell myself it's forbidden,
I will keep it hidden.